"I am smart, capable, and most importantly, I am free in all the ways that you are not."
drinking excessively. books. learning. writing. DIY clothing. politics. intelligent conversation. meeting people. never settling. never sleeping. always moving. adventure, going against better judgement, and disgusting cynicism.
if the world would stop making me feel invincible,
i would probably stop doing this shit.
“And so there’s a change
In your emotions
And all of these memories come rushing
Like feral waves to your mind
Of the curl of your bodies
Like two perfect circles entwined
And you feel hopeless, and homeless
And lost in the haze
Of the wine
And she leaves
With someone you don’t know
But she makes sure you saw her
She looks right at you and bolts
As she walks out the door
Your blood boiling
Your stomach in ropes
And when your friends say, “What is it?
You look like you’ve seen a ghost”
And you walk
Under the streetlights
And you’re too drunk to notice
That everyone is staring at you
And you so care what you look like
The world is falling
Around you”
