February 2012
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Up for 30 hours.
Watched two seasons of Community. Modded a pair of jeans. Got bubble tea with Emma and Alyssa. Went to Eden Park. Went to the conservatory. Went to the park at the levee by the river. Went to the pod. Had great talks. Went to Cyndi’s with Kourtney. Went to the 24 hour unsupervised laundry mat that you can smoke in with Cyndi, Kourtney, Sam, and Brittany. Brought the iPod dock and listened to...
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The only thing I miss about relationships
Are the lazy days, when I didn’t sleep all night, and having someone come over to spend the whole day napping and cuddling and watching movies with. The windows open to hear the birds. That is something I very very much miss. Sharing lazy days.
I miss sharing every moment with someone. Because then, time never felt wasted. Something was always being accomplished. I was always learning...
On second thought,
I’m not sure if I’m going to leave my room today.
Sleep. Awake.
Going to the art museum with cyndi after five, text if you would like to join. Tuesday hanging out with Chris for a bit. Wednesday Leap Year party. Thursday, Dock. Weekend, seeing Kevin and Sam.
Pretty stoked on it.
I stayed up too late again. Bust.
Nature things.
Anyone who REALLY knows me, knows how much animals and nature have a profound impact on my life, even though I don’t talk about it much.
A few months ago it was very cold and kind of snowy and I was sitting outside at four in the morning on my front porch smoking. While doing so, a giant buck with huge antlers walked right into my front yard, less than fifteen feet away from me. He...
Woman: Can I have birth control?
Government: No.
Woman: I got pregnant because I didn't have birth control and I don't want the fetus. Can I have an abortion?
Government: No.
Woman: I gave birth to my child but since I wasn't expecting it, I can't afford daycare. Can I have help paying for it?
Government: No.
Lenten promises.
Not sure if lenten is a word. ANYWAYS. I do not believe in lent or any of the things surrounding lent but I have an awful concept of time. So this will have to work.
I will only allow myself to eat things consisting of vegetables, fruit, and meats and breads in portions under 250 calories. This will force me to get more creative about my food options and probably be very interesting. If I eat a...
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“All goes onward and outward. Nothing collapses”
– Walt Whitman
Serotonin depletion.
Horrible fucking mood. Horrible. I’m pretty much done with a lot of shit, but want to wait until my serotonin levels are back to normal before acting on any of it.
Staying in bed forever. And by that I mean Cyndi’s bed, because for some reason I told Cyndi, Meagan and Jake to leave me here. Sleepy me makes horrible choices.
Only slept noon to three. Back to bed I go.
On a scale of one to amazing,
Tonight is going to be phenomenal.
;D
“Sometimes i wish that i had never met you, so i could go to sleep at night not...”
– Good Will Hunting (via atelophobia-)
