oh and i’m soft as fuck. thank you obsessive need to shave my entire body twice every time i bathe and then coat it in baby oil. you are always a pain in the ass and make my bathing take two hours, but i may be the softest person in the entire world.
i would also like to clarify that i’m not hairy. you know that really really fine, clear hair that’s on everyones body, almost all over? yeah. i don’t like that. nope.
cigarette. nap. hang out. make things work.
i need a place to drink at. who can make that happen?
yesterday we were supposed to put a display up, and as i posted on here, alison did NOTHING to get it ready even though all the directions were there and all it would of taken was a phone call to clarify and the job would of been done. well by the time i got to work, all display cases were filled.
well. i talked to the person running it today, and got her to move all of the display cases over and put an extra one in the window. the way she did it was she moved all of them over to the left, leaving us the closest space on the right, leaving us the closest space to the levee doors and the display you’ll be able to see the absolute best from the levee lobby instead of having to go into the walk way that no one ever goes down. STOKED.
i took all of the tags off of the displays meagan got set up and tagged them in the back where they would be hidden. i dressed the unicorn in a pink girly cheer leader outfit, i dressed the boyish dinosaur in the spiderman costume. i got some fluff and some of our stars and hearts to put behind the animals. i combed all of the fur so it looks nice and neat. i even have some extra outfits that i’m hoping to just display on the side. a rewards card, a birthday brochure to put next to the birthday bear.
lots of fun stuff we got together, and i’m excited to set it up. it may have to have some stuff taken out of it as i’m afraid it may be a little overwhelming. BUT! i’m excited. and proud of myself, for getting it together and adding some nice finishing touches and starting the project.
i hope this makes up for me being a total fuck up and missing my shift, and i hope it’s a good way to leave for my little four day vacation to show mark i really appreciate it.
:) yup. so staying a little over time today but that’s okay. gonna get everything set up, go nap, get ready and drink with my friends though we don’t exactly have a place to do so. but we’ll figure it out!
erica partin visited me this evening, and jermey just did. i’ve never met erica until now but we’ve talked a good amount so that made me really happy that she’d stop in to say hey. and i just adore jermey, so of course that made me smile.
last night was great. i came home from work, napped until 11, woke up and got ready and keith and i went to jermey’s birthday party which was of course a ton of fun. i don’t think anyone understands how much i love those kids. beat keith and jermey in beer pong, argued with nick, got to play with a kitten. i just love them all. i love how last time we went over there i had three, maybe four beers and got ridiculously sick and then last night i had two beers, one via beer pong, one cup i just found that was filled with beer, and a really good amount of bacardi zombie and was absolutely fine. whatever. went home, hung out with my brother and had another beer. went to bed with keith. it was definitely enjoyable.
off in three hours here. not minding work, besides it being really slow. have to make fluff because alison won’t do anything. oh and we can’t put up our display now because it’s too late and wouldn’t of been if she would of just called mark or someone to ask about it, as all the directions were on the table. guh. such is life.
work tomorrow until 4, and then i’m off for four days. hoping to do something tomorrow night with emma and then wake up and go to columbus to go see fight club at the ohio theater.
worried about money as always. don’t think i’m getting my scooter until i’m moved in. which means a lot of walking to work and trying to get rides. scared we won’t get out of the lease. dave is kind of being rude about things, which just makes me upset because he’s supposed to be my best guy friend and help me thru things. especially when he knows how stressed i am about all of it. kourtney and i talked yesterday and it wasn’t exactly anything pleasant. but she called and left a voicemail apologizing so i guess that was nice.
just feeling weird about everything in life right now.
i fucked up. i didn’t think i worked yesterday and i did. open shift. and missed it completely. i still feel like shit about it but trying not to think about it.
i close tomorrow, which means i can sleep in. that’s coooool. then i open the next day and then i have my four day vacation. which i want to make the most of but don’t really know how. but i’ll figure it out. i am very tired currently.
oh. on sunday, my mom, aaron, sean, keith and i went kayaking. it was actually really fun. six miles great weather. swimming in a cool river. then three miles in downpour of rain. and i mean downpour. but it was still really fun. keith was so cute, and so was my family as they always are. we had a lot of fun. as renting a kayak is only $25 there keith and i are thinking about doing it monthly or bimonthly.
uhmmm. still really stressed. and really freaking out. i want this apartment thing settled and i want it settled now.
i’ve been staying at my mom’s which is so nice of her. i really cannot stand to go to my apartment with it as gross as it is. and i definitely cannot sleep there. which sucks. i hope monday is my last payment on it. and because kevyn brown is a piece of shit it’ll be $290 and i’ll be paying for one floor of electric myself. dave is being a dick about moving out, which has caught me off guard. especially because i never have seen him like that towards me. whatever.
i’m just still, as i have been, stressing out. we’ve been relaxing at my mom’s and literally doing nothing but hanging out in bed, sleeping, and hanging out with my brothers.
but. keith has gotten the family portion of our issues settled. and i’m so happy for that. we just need this apartment, and i need this scooter and then we’ll be settled and we’ll start buying cheap furniture we find and attempt to slowly make a home. all we have right now would be a dresser, a bed, a bed frame, 2 night stands, 2 end tables, 2 aquariums, and nicknacks. we don’t have much to add to this place right now. but it’s better than nothing. i had a ton of kitchen stuff but thru alyssa and i’s place and where i live now almost all of it has been taken. i can’t think of anything besides two mugs that haven’t actually. and i had cups and towels and just all kinds of stuff. i’ve wasted a lot of money this year and was taken advantage of a lot. i just want my own place.