My dreams are like movie stars, they just don't...
things i need to master: finding the right...
our photobooth ran out of film and a couple came out to tell me. woman: oh it’s no big deal, we were just doing it on a whim. me: as you tend to do with photobooths. awkward laughter.. i have a rainbow hugs job and a hot topic sense of humor.
“You work at Rainbow Hugs at the levee? I’m totally coming in sometime to make an animal for Dani!” why in the world can i not reply to these things! hmph! but yes, please do! :)
jordan is visiting me. and bringing me water.
because he’s an amazing gentleman. i made him a surprise in return. waking up and only having cigarettes and a rockstar in your system is a horrible idea. especially when you’re already sick and you don’t drink energy drinks. i meant to bring food. shakin’ like an addict!
come to rainbow hugs at the leveeeeeee. we're...
you can visit me and i can sing to you instead of singing blink 182 to this cat who happens to be on the desk.
10am. So tired. So sick.
Meagan you’ve made me suddenly very nervous about my day, haha.
Hi. i think you're beautiful :)
thank you. that means a lot. i’ve been feeling very unattractive as of late. hit me hard.
For what does one desire when one has everything...
we’re human. actually, we’re just living creatures. we’re always going to want more and advance. that’s nature. hit me hard.
I just made a cheesy joke in my head and it was...
I need to go to sleep…
Tumblr you're getting photospammed later.
I feel sick as fuck, and shaky, and tired and...
But I have medicine that should kill this infection. Finally got to get out. Saw Emma and Alyssa and Clayton and Kevyn. Saw mitchell and jack. Saw Aaron. Haven’t eaten yet today and I’ll feel like I’ll throw up. I need to though. Sean and I adventured and almost died by bunnies. For feeling as ridiculously shitty as I do, it was a good night. This bath isn’t hot...
Bronchitis is cool.
Dear boss of mine.
You are a really nice guy. Working tomorrow instead which means three days in a row but I don’t mind much. Boyfriend is staying asleep at my mom’s house. So cute.
Early doctor appointment. Work at 11.
It’s past five am and I couldn’t care less. Keith came to spend some time with me. Took him home and he was locked out. Came back to my mom’s and had the most amazing evening in the world. Didnt touch my phone, just spent amazing quality time with Keith. I don’t even know where to start. But I’m so glad it happened. I’m going to marry this boy.
girls don't know much about anything.
they know clear skin, long hair, thin waist, long legs, what to shave and how and when, and how smooth it should be and at what times. they know what to say and when and what to do and how to act, and when i say that i mean they know what they’ve been told by the girls in the movies, and the shows, and by that i mean megan fox and fuck maybe even audrey and they’ll quote marylyn but...
took another shot have another great though movie based idea.– the things drunk sarah texts to her boyfriend. though i feel i should include that the first great idea involved a foursome and when i wake up i may realize that’s not such a good idea.
All I want to do.
Is be physical. On my terms. Holding my tongue, this is public, and I’m drunk. But so much I want to say. And do. Drunk Sarah, I’ll hate you tomorrow. Shannyn Sossamon, your fucked up haircut and those lips and smile. Most perfect “celebrity.”
one miller light. one shot of svedka. one lemon...
i like well filmed movies. i like edge. i like wit. i like alternative perspectives. what should i watch tonight?
keith: i could be an awesome forty year old guy.
me: haha i'm genuinely terrified to imagine you at forty.
keith: why is that?
me: i dunno even how i'd imagine you.
keith: just as awesome as i am now.
me: haha oh god. making it to forty seems scary. that's a lot of time!
keith: it's like 17 years for me.
me: that's a lot of time! that's almost my whole life time thus far.
keith: yeah but it's really not that long.
me: keith, it's pretty long.
keith: i guess you are right. but i still feel old.
me: baby don't ever feel old. no matter how many years go by for you, me, or the two of us, it's never old. we're never old. okay?
keith: okay, deal.
me: good. we're young forever. no excuses.
keith: i like the way you think.
tomyhusband: You don’t have to hold my hair back or anything. Make yourself useful and get me a mint and a fresh drink.
If you haven't seen the social network,
(I haven’t either, I’m watching it now.) Go to letmewatchthis.com, type in the social network, and watch the first HD video. It’s great quality. Very pretty. Check it!
randomly remembered depressing story.
it really isn’t that depressing but it got to me, and i haven’t really stopped thinking about it the past three days. not many people have ever made negative comments on my physical appearance. so few actually that i can remember who and what they said. keith’s brother kevin said i had a big nose. blake said i have a big nose. blake said i was chubby. sean has called me chubby....
I'm not gorgeous, or sexy, or have the best body.
But I’m so glad you think I’m all those things. <3
making brownie in a cup and ice cream in a bag.
lazy snack time.