October 2010
Can't sleep.
Keith is curled up in a ball next to me. Legit little ball. This is how he sleeps.
Tomorrow night I want to get drunk, run around Clifton, and go to rocky. Yup.
Sounds like a plan to me!
The adventure.
This is an explanation of the scariest adventure of my life.
We wanted to go somewhere haunted, it’s almost Halloween, it seemed fun. I googled some places and Alyssa remembered a place her friends aaron and sprout told her about, they do this haunted stuff professionally. Make DVDs, books, all that. It was called lick road, so I googled it. Every person said the same thing: I’ve...
After the adventure.
Bitch got dropped at our apartment. Multiple times. Alyssa wasn’t having it, and Emma and I went off.
You do not, do not, disrespect anyone like that. Especially my friends. The shit you said was so fucking low. The first time Alyssa fought you, I tried to pull her off of you, and tried to get you out so it would end. But that was ridiculous.
My day.
Woke up at Keith’s and came home to an empty apartment around 3. Ate. Watched the runaways. Showered. Watched it again. Tried on my Halloween costume. Watched mouth to mouth, where I seriously laid on the ground and sobbed for about a half hour because one scene gets me so bad. I don’t cry during movies ever. Ever. But it was bad.
Emma and Alyssa came home and we adventured. Which...
Eating.
Today I ate many a salami rolls, a salad, half a microwaved pizza, leftover chicken tender potato skin and cheese sticks, a bowl of cereal, and two fudge rounds.
This is coming from the kid who has one small meal a day. I can’t stop eating and I don’t know why. Tomorrow I’ll probably eat a lot too. Monday I’m dieting fuckers.
Today has been very interesting and I'll organize...
I really like you.
I hope I get to spend all day with you tomorrow. And then all Sunday.
:) definitely wouldn’t mind.
Kristen Stewart,
Like actual Kristen Stewart, is no doubt my dream girl. I’d fall in love with someone like that.
But I’ve never found a girl like that. I dunno if they exist.
Hmph. :)
Last night I got back to the apartment, cleaned and hung out with Dave which was actually really fun. We went to walmart for no reason and then sat in his car for an hour, just talking and playing with twizzlers. Picked up Keith and Blake and went back to their apartment and drank. I wasn’t going to and then Dave gave me the bottle of margarita stuff I’ve been coveting since he got it,...
Religious discussions. Had to leave. Got too...
Keith and Dave. Shut up.
Can't stop smiling. :)
Smoking your goodnight cigarette on the front...
my bad mood just got flipped around.
still not exactly thrilled with my situation, but right now in this instant, i can’t stop smiling.
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who are you dating?
keith buckingham.
hit me hard.
fuck.
i am really fucking unhappy.
i’m living at home again. and i hate it. so bad. so so bad.
fuck this.
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What website do you spend the most time on?
i don’t really get online.
hit me hard.
Basically how it went down. I was in the emergency room waiting room and I get a call from Alyssa saying we got evicted. I spend all my time between blood tests and ultra sounds and all that looking up apartments and calling them. I have more than ten lined up. Alyssa ignores me the rest of the night. I call her when I wake up and she ignores my calls and texts me. Cool. Says the landlord wants...
so much bullshit. so much nonsense.
if i move back home, i’ll actually be semi stoked on it. but not really, just because i’ll have to abide by my mom’s rules, i won’t be able to stay out late, and it’ll be an issue. i won’t be able to go to the pod every night. i won’t be able to stay at keith’s all the time. i dunno.
it may be a rough month.
twelve possible new apartments.
all emailed and numbers and addresses and information collected for tomorrow. been trying to contact alyssa about it all day and i’ve been being ignored. cool. tomorrow, doctor’s appointment, then back to the apartment to make some calls and figure some stuff out and maybe get a couple showings. Then after all that bullshit adult stuff, i’ll put away the stress, see keith for the...
and boyfriend.
sleep.
craving coldstone.
Emergency room.
One, I’m insanely tired.
Two, they’re going to stick needles in me and I’m scared..
Three, I may have to go into surgery.
Four, the last time I was here, I was being admitted to the ward.. 11 months and about two weeks ago.
Not happy about this.
And my house is filled with cat shit. I don’t want to go home.
really pissed for stupid girl reasons.
sggasjkgjadgsbasbafs.
relationships are dumb and so are emotions. why am i doing this again.
I wish I could afford
A large beverage, a stuffed pizza pretzel and a dessert at Starbucks. It sounds so good and like the perfect meal.
I’ll stick with free water.
Keith Buckingham just asked me to be his...
And I said yes..
I have a boyfriend. For real this time..
This is so fucking scary.
Types Sarah as she’s laying next to him, haha. He’s breathing in my ear and it’s cute.
My weekend was spent xmen marathoning and on a...
And I honestly had a great time. I smiled a lot, I got to cuddle a lot, and Keith said a lot of really sweet things.. While he played call of duty and I just sat next to him, “you make it really hard to focus on this.” “I’m not even doing anything.” “you don’t have to.”
Mmmmmmm… :) I like you.
Talked about dating last night and how scared...
Real talk, the only reason I like twitter is for drunk texts from my favorite celebrities
Starving.
Come help me be fed.
Super tired and super hungry.
Though I feel like I should note,
The xmen marathon that’s lasted the last thirteen hours while he wears only his spiderman may counter act the 22 thing.
Luckily they don’t take those things into consideration when it comes to being able to buy beer.
Mmmmmmm…
Having a boy that's twenty two has it's perks.
Who needs food anyways?
