MADNESS DOESN'T PLAY: Archive

i'm getting way too into hip hop

because it makes me feel better and doesn’t make me think of anyone.

Aug 31st

i stumbled upon your picture

and i felt like i literally melted. i really miss that face. fuckkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. things are getting good though, besides that. they’ve been fun, and interesting. talking to old friends, getting music together, just kinda having fun. this is my life and i fucking love living it. road trip saturday. and i need it! today hasn’t been productive. i think i’d be more productive...

Aug 31st

sean's tumblarity is 3.

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL.

Aug 31st

This weekend

I got considerably drunk, and after that, it all changed. Haha I was sad. And then I did 7 straight shots of pure vodka. And I could hardly see, walk, or concentrate on anything. Then I saw rio and tony. Then I watched skins and fell asleep on rosey. I woke up still drunk, and happy, and though I sobered up quick the happiness stayed. I really needed that. It was nice. I smoked my first cigarette...

Aug 31st

Everything is starting to look good again.

To some degree. It’s really nice.

Aug 31st

Dear emma,

I’m so glad we’ve gotten genuinely close thru indigo daily. I feel like while working on music we’ve developed a certain wavelength and it’s fantastic. And if you wanna get your ears peirced, I’ll go with you if you want. I’ve never gotten mine done either. Love, Sarah

Aug 31st

I have UTI.

That didn’t go away. So it’s travelling thru my body and making everything burn and feel like it’s dying. It hurts. I haven’t eaten today. Uhg. Going to the doctors tomorrow. Hopefully earlier than later. I’m currently addicted to having a faux hawk.

Aug 30th

I can't make cookies.

:( but. I love matt and kim. And childish gambino. And spoon. Please don’t tell anyone about childish gambino. It’ll be our secret. Shhh.

Aug 30th

“You totally mad libbed that recipe.”

– Sean

Aug 30th

People leaving is something I'll never get used...

I can hardly be friends with anyone. They fall for me, I don’t like them, everything we’ve built our “friendship” on is a lie. It’s how it goes. Rio, emma, Cyndi, and others, thanks for really being my friend.

Aug 30th

Endless intoxication.

I don’t think it will ever stop. :( miss Megan. Miss jon. Yeah I know I’m pathetic and I suck. I just can’t stand things ending with no closure.

Aug 30th

Oh alyssa

Does this offend you? Oh how I’d hate to make you upset, because I have so much respect for you. Oh how I apologize for maybe hurting you in anyway you fucking lying piece of shit. God damn, talk real shit to me. Not other people sweetheart.

Aug 30th

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the times, they are a'changin'.

and we’ll just see what happens won’t we. adventure. i wanna get messed. after all, it’s been one hell of a two weeks.

Aug 29th

Aug 28th

I look awful today

I’m so tired. Not that sad about being grounded. If I go climbing saturday, I’ll have to wake up at like 6. Not sure if I’m down with that. Practice with emma and Jessica after school. And then I’m sleeping. Even though rosey will probably want to cone over until late.. So… When I think about it, I dunno if I’ll be catching up after all. Uhg. I’m just so...

Aug 28th

Crazy stuff.

Aug 28th

every year,

with the new freshmen, come in a bunch of new curious/confused girls. and me, being the obviously kinda gay one, who is nice, accepting, and sticks out, i tend to be their first experiment. and so it begins. hahaha

Aug 28th

hahaha love david.

“i think its time to go to bed but listen i will charge my phone for a uuber long time and text you up alll day. promise. as make up for my sleepiness. goodnight madam butterfly. buhbye.” hanging out with him and kourtney sooooooon. nice.

Aug 28th

everything>panic at the disco > panic! at the...

gabriellaaanais: (via stephenkent) justtttttttt kidding. kindaaaaa. hahah ;)

Aug 28th

That was one of the worst ideas i've ever had.

gabriellaaanais: It just honestly made everything worse. I feel like i can do no right. hey pretty girl. things are never as bad as they seem. remember that. if not, i made you this to cheer you up. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Yu_moia-oVI :) <3

Aug 27th

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