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http://www.purevolume.com/jakewolfcrunk his cover of freaky girl really got on my nerves, but now i can’t stop listening to it. but it’s not good.. anyways. EMMA. fuck yeah, lets figure out how we’re gonna play some stuff live, start promoting, i’ll make a flyer, and maybe we can drive around one day and put them EVERYWHERE. that’d be cool. i’m not going...
so many people hitting up tumblr.
good on them! i can’t wait for it to be cool. actually sike. i REALLY don’t want it to be. boy who blocked his own shot is the saddest song in the whole world. went out to the middle of fucking no where and got to take pictures of barns. i want to do it again. and SOON. my friends can fuck up. i can fuck up. but somehow we all come right back. i like that.
TRUST NO ONE. YOU WILL ALWAYS BE LET DOWN.
I have days like today when i feel like i am never going to be happy. Right now i am unstable and need someone always with me.
this weekend. IN DETAIL.
came home friday, megan called and asked if instead of just getting dropped off here, if we wanted to go get food at myra’s, in clifton. so we ate there (realllly cute) and then we went to the smoke shop and looked around and smelled incense. mmm. then we went to bobbi’s. :D :D ahh she makes me so happy. hung out there til 10ish, and pretty much did a full out investigation of her...
I’m thinking thats why i still love it here :)
school is cool.
siiiiike. next class is english. might get killed. we’ll see. then geometry. lame. then history, which is super lame, but then with lunch inbetween, its not that bad. thennn. uh. oh. fuck. my new study skills class. brad baker is annoying. and short. then acting with my boyfriend, mr. burgess. :D i miss him. he wasn’t in there much yesterday. :| bummed. HANG OUT TONIGHT. with bobbi...
sat score was good! though my family is making me take an act prep course and then retake it. cool.. sike. emily and i are good. that made me so happy. rio and i are good. rosey and i are good. cyndi and i aren’t? i don’t even know why. and alyssa and i aren’t cause she’s a lying sack of shit. and if the wants to beat my ass for saying that, she can go right ahead. just...
new friend #1
maxwell. my new mouse. he make me really happy.. i take him around the house with me in his little ball.. my hamster sir attacked him as soon as i put him in the tank.. so i had to split it into too different sections, which is sad. sir got kinda mean. :/ maxwell is really sweet, and i picked him out at the pet store for $2. he was the only one who looked like himself. and he has an awkward little...
so story time?
haha i think so. girlfriend came over and hung out with me for a while at night, left at 6:30 in the morning. i get a text saying, “i’m coming back.” so she gets back and says, “do your friends think they’re funny? look at my fucking car.” so we walk up the road to find her car with shit all over it and things written on it. not a huge deal, but...
grow the fuck up.
I’m tired and waiting for a ride. So sleepy.
hanging out this weekend
fuck yeah! christina getting me in an hour! hanging out with her and sam and kourtney. i’m really excited :D i love shelby pike, she’s well on her way to becoming one of my super close friends.
I feel sick to my stomach.. I’m making new friends. I like it a lot.
i have a lot of good people in my life.
just depends on the day. uhm…. getting all new classes. i’m gonna miss art so much. damnit..sakjdgsag
Spring break is much needed. As is time with my girlfriend. Fuck my mom.
flickr is my friend.
i’m getting good at a lot of random stuff. yup:D haha uhm. night!
fighting with my mommmm. over stupid stuffffffffffff. she’s not letting me do anything? what the fuckkkk? read that as if it’s a song. fuck. uhg. i’m in bad fucking mood.
is gonna be a super chill one i think. rio came over last night, lotsa guitar hero, and some youtube. shelby and i are trying to make a sleep over happen but it’s not working out.. so i think we’re just hanging out :/ but that’ll be fun! and kourtney tomorrow <3 and i want to do something because of the whole lack of doing something lately, but at the same time i just wanna...
lookin into an iphone
for my next phone. it costs pretty much the same as the phone i’d be getting in june, and the plan costs the same. sooooo, why not? haha. but i’ll be stuck with my lame phone til june. missed out on school today, so i’m gonna be behind. bummer. :| feelin a little bit better about passing this year. so we’ll see.. though i’d really prefer to not go next year. sponge...
Mom left me at home today. Bad mood.
i don't think i'm going to be able to go to...
i don’t even know if i’ll be to pass highschool. it doesn’t matter how smart i am. i hate the fucking system and it needs to be changed. i don’t know. i honestly don’t want to do anything other than make music. and my life is so fucking crazy that i hardly have time. i have to ditch people left and right. and i happen to have needy people in my life who leave me no...
Fuck the act. The math section kicked my ass.
don’t text me to ask if you can kiss my exboyfriend. fuck you. but at the same time, i’m glad you said it. uhggaklFHSDJS i’m so mad at everyone…
and i feel like shit.
people are shitty. every person i start to have some kind of faith in, crushes it. it hurts so much. why can’t people be decent. and sometimes i think that maybe i just know a bunch of shitty ones, but then i have those few good ones that i hold on to, hoping that other people like them will come along. and i’m wrong. i’m wrong i’m wrong i’m wrong. no one will be...
i really want to live in columbus. the shows are so much better. and the scene there is just so much nicer. :/
rereading the conversations below, i’m realizing they were a lot funnier at the time than they are now. i fucked up tonight. but that’s okay. oh and i hate everyone. seeing kourtney tomorrrrrrrow :) mine. night!
i have a girlfriend now.
and she is wonderful. you don’t even understand the amount of perfect she is.
me: i want white castles so bad
rocky: i had it the other night
me: lucky.. their honey mustard. omg
rocky: did you just cum?
me: no... i'm not eating it..
rocky: oh bummer.. you just eat the honey mustard?
me: no i put it on stuff. random things
rocky: your eyebrows
me: i'm signing up
sir: Lol Creeper!
me: you dont know me! maybe i am a gay thug!
sir: Your a woman that likes weird british shows
me: hahah soooooo i love you? yes. i do.
im sarah. i weight 180 pounds and have the nickname waddles. i eat. a lot. times ten. also your mom is gay. to all of you, love, Sean (sk8.or.die)
Miniature tigers are so good. I don’t wanna go to school.
emzz: We were so immature 3 years ago. I could have sworn I loved that kid, and always knew I’d be close to him. Now we don’t talk. We have made excuses of promises that we never planned to keep. And it’s bothering me, incredibly. Why are we so avid on making these promises, when we never intended to keep them? I need to travel. don’t sweat it <3 i think these will always happen....
i have one deep dark secret:
and i almost posted it here. it’s not even a big deal. it just hurts. and i really don’t want to tell any one person. because that makes it look i want them to give to me what i’m so upset about not having. i don’t want to ask for it. but i’m afraid i will fall in love with the first person who gives it to me. i don’t want to do that. i already have someone..
"if your house got in a fight with all the other...
i feel very uncomfortable in my own skin right now and i really couldn’t tell you why. i wanna write all the time. and i wanna pass my junior year but i dunno if that’ll happen. i want to take online classes, and focus on my own route thru life. i really don’t want to go to college either. i. don’t. know. write me off as a failure, i don’t care. haha just because i...
Haha sike. This weekend was a pile of awful.